I’m going absolutely crazy. Missing my Harls and to make it worse im playing Arkham Knight now and I can even talk to my Harls. I miss her so much lately it hurts more than it did at first.
- J
Insane
I’m slipping. It’s all Joker could think as he held on to the cable that had been holding the catwalk in place. He had run ahead to try and stop the target codenamed HULK. The others had been patching up themselves. He ignored his wounds not wanting the target to escape.
Harleys voice came over his earpiec. She was ordering everyone out of the complex and to safety. Joker knew this place was going to explode but he was going to finish the job.
Harley was standing in the courtyard of the power plant. The building was already on fire but he had rushed in and nobody had heard from him since. As the building exploded a small fireball shot towards her. Just as the fireball was about to hit her bbq huh ure knocked her behind an wall when the smoke cleared enough for her to see his mask was on the ground and the others were gone. She started walking to the pickup zone and saw the helicopter waiting for her.
“No I haven’t seen him since he ran into the building.” Ivy said
Harley was pisses at the fact he was nowhere to be found. She took immediate control of ARKHAM and went slightly insane all at the same time.
Joker on the other hand had gone crazy weeks ago. He now sat in a cell at the mercy of his target.
“You know I’m gonna kill you right Joker?” HULK said
“Pisses off”was Jokers response
He knew that he’d get destroyed in a straight up fight with this guy but he wasn’t scared. He was ready for the fight. He had secretly swiped the keys to his restraints. HULK notices the clowns smile too late. He was caught off guard by a right hook from he’ll. Joker kicked the man in his knee cap and jumped out of the cell. Running to the open courtyard to fight his captors HULK barreled through the doorway and knocked Joker on his back laughing as he watched Jim get back to his feet. Jokers laugh was filled with insanity as he turned and faced the big guy. He and HULK ran at each other as thoughts of Harley were all that drove Joker forward. He was not going to die without seeing her one last time
(It was inspired by a picture I used to have of joker and hulk fighting. And I miss Harley so had to put that in there as well.
-J)
Lost
I feel so lost without her. I try to stay strong as she asked but everyday it gets harder. I have started to wear our rings around my neck again. It isn’t much but it helps me keep a level head when I need it. I still see her smiling face in evergreen I just wish I could see that face when o was awake.
-a lost J
Am I that bad?
I haven’t heard from or seen her in almost a year. Am I that bad of a fiance. I miss her and love her so much I have to force a smile at work and home. I just don’t want to be without her. Harley I really wish you were here in my arms. I think about you always. I’m not sure what is going on with your number it said it was disconnected but now it just has an automated voicemail again. I hope that doesn’t mean you have a new number because u have stated it in several of my other posts that I still want you to be my wife and I wish it hasn’t been long enough for your love for me to go away but if it has please tell me. I am always here
-Love always the only true Mr. J
Life goals
Whenever I find out if my dreams of a future with Harls will come true or not I will always remember one thing. If I promise my future kids a present for Christmas they will get it and they won’t have to use the money they worked for to get it. I was promised assassins creed rouge for Christmas and just went and bought my damn self while buying unity and battery packs for the Xbox One. Now explain this to me not my Xbox One not my controller but my money paid for the battery packs and I haven’t even had a chance to fucking play my game. HEY FUTURE KIDS OF MINE!!!! DON’T WORRY I WILL ALWAYS GET YOU WHAT I SAY I’LL GET YOU NO MATTER HOW OLD YOU GET.
-J
Two weeks
That’s all it should be and my overall mood should improve because my piece of shit cousin is leaving and nobody wants him to come back. Granted this won’t make me as happy as I was when Harls was around but it will improve my mood and attitude. It could also be the fact that I’m working the night shift almost everyday that I’m scheduled but that may not be it. Eh… I’m tired and have to get ready for another night shift here in about an hour. I love working at the pet store but these hours are brutal on my sleep schedule. Not like I have much of one though.
Valentine
Harls if you’re out ther and you still love me happy valentines day to you my sweet babygirl.
-J
Whew
I’m pretty much dead on my feet. 7:30 to 6:00. I wish I could go home to my own house to see Harls waiting for me but that isn’t how it happened instead I go home and get some chicken stew. I miss Harls every minute of everyday. But now I have to put those feelings on the back burner and focus on work for now.
-a very very tired Joker
Happy and Crushed
I feel both at the same time. Happy because I start work tomorrow and crushed because now if I call Harls number I cant her her sisters voice and they sound almost exactly alike. It was all that brought even a little bit of comfort to me. Now it says her number is no longer in service. Well there goes any trace of a heart I had its shattered and sore. I hope that she is at least reading my posts seeing that I am fighting to stay who I am and not slipping into my darker side again. Harls I love you and always will!!!!!
Please try to contact me if you still love me. If you don’t well at least let me know. If you have decided you don’t want to marry me anymore and found somebody else who treats you like a princess then tell me. I don’t want to be this me if I can’t be with you. Yes I like this me but for what is coming I need the darker me or you. If I have you then I’m set for life. If my grandfather passes and your not around the bad guy in me takes over and not even my family has seen him at his peak. Please give me something. I love you.
Here’s hoping
I really hope that I can actually say this. Happy 1 year Anniversary Harls I love you just as much actually more than when I first told you how I felt. I miss you and hope to hear from you.
-Your Mistah J
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